I'm finding it is not pretty when I take a good hard look as to 1.Why did I get in in the first place 2.Why did I continue to think it was only certain people and not the basic roots after being hurt and seeing what was done to others even many years later.
God has lots of work to do in me and I am absolutely open to having Him do it! I am so grateful for the books and comments expressed here, I now have a direction to start forward.
Just so you know, I have had no connection with anyone in LW since 1979 but in 1990s once I decided I needed Jesus back off the back burner for another try I have been actively reading and listening to the materials. I just kept believing it was a few local pastors etc. not the basic word that was very screwed up. Our family was torn apart, nothing was as it was.
God has lots of work to do in me and I am absolutely open to having Him do it! I am so grateful for the books and comments expressed here, I now have a direction to start forward.
Just so you know, I have had no connection with anyone in LW since 1979 but in 1990s once I decided I needed Jesus back off the back burner for another try I have been actively reading and listening to the materials. I just kept believing it was a few local pastors etc. not the basic word that was very screwed up. Our family was torn apart, nothing was as it was.